The cross country was quite okay.
But it was seriously tiring and I didn't get a really good number.
Then there was the mass dance, really fun.
Went for OG BBQ.
Was the first one in school.
Sat in the sad and did a lot of rubbish.
But me describing the day is not the main part of this post.
Today, I just had an epiphany.
Albeit not as sudden as others and I don't get this enlightenment high.
Wow. I have so much to say but I don't know where to start and how to make it flow.
Okay firstly, I don't really like to talk that much.
There is nothing much to talk about.
There has to be some things in common that makes it real.
I mean sometimes if I told you I am interested in your family, relationships and interests, I would just be lying.
I really can't fake emotion that well.
I can't act all that interested.
But then that is what I have to do to "socialize".
For some inexplicable reason I can't understand, people get closer to you when you talk to them more.
Even if it is really all bullshit.
And I really hate bullshit.
It is really really fake and shallow.
But that is the way the cookie crumbles.
(Wow I said it again)
However, what I do enjoy is doing things with people.
I don't really talk much to you but I really doing things with you.
Cross country, PE, CCA, CIP, mass dance, mass dance when no one else is dancing, eating, just being together.
Maybe that's why I love mass dance so much.
My friendships are inexplicably (wow I used that word again) based on how long I spend time with someone.
But I guess I really have to start talking more to people.
Just like how the aforementioned a post ago person gets people to get the false impression of innocence.
Haha like today one of them said that the person really liked to keep pointing out people's shortcomings and harping and harping on it.
How true how true.
And the note I got was really propagandic.
On a separate note, there are only 7 seniors from the orientation that I would be more comfortable talking to because I just spend time with them but not necessary talking to them.
1. WG 2. SW 3. BT
4 is EC. I only talked to her once or twice but the reason she is 4 is because she is so friendly. Every time I see her she smiles and waves.
5. Nu 6. AB
7. RC
Back to the main story.
uuuu! I see a lot of people SMS back and forth and I have no idea what they have to talk about.
But I saw some people's log before and it turns out it is filled with gossip and slander about people.
Really really not happy about this.
Not good not good.
Sidetrack.
WG asked us if we had different expectations of vjc.
Well vjc is really really great.
There is only one thing that could be made greater.
One time in the canteen, they started showing videos and suddenly one of the principal dancing to the mass dance came up.
I didn't know it was like a video showing him dancing.
I thought it was like a mv.
And I was like mass dance mass dance.
But then no it wasn't.
It would really be super great if we had spontaneous mass dance.
We don't have to be in the hall.
We don't have to have the people on stage guiding us.
We just dance.
Like if they are playing the radio and a song comes out.
Although the chances are very slim, everyone will start dancing.
They could randomly play some mass dance songs at the canteen.
But I guess it would be the most possible for whiny whiny because it does not really involve moving around that much and people really know the song.
I think whiny whiny is the best dance of all.
It made the first day of school the best day.
